I became someone completely different. I have no life.

I talked less. I can’t chat like I used to.

I feel very lethargic each day.

I became oblivious.

I become more sensitive.

Moodswings.

Migraines.

Diarrhoeas.

Very fuddup…

m happy for most of ya, and falling in love and getting attached is a sweet thing. But I don’t like it our friendship for many years, you could just shove it aside.

Im depressed. Not know why, I just feel so sucky. I can managed others but why not this one. I don’t know why Im like really affected by it. Probably bcos of the lie.

Sigh.

Hey guys!

Im back. School resumes this week. V depressing cause I haven’t been doing much of school related stuff for the past 2 weeks. The outcome? Stress, worries and the feeling of being screwed. I just felt like throwing those codings and assignments aside and go out and have some fun…

Am being much like the other 2 of friends, nini and gorilla, we feel unmotivated, no sense of doing anything, can’t rush stuff anymore like we used to since year 1. What has year 3 done to all of us? Idk.

Well.. At least I got to meet some friends over the break.  At least it was something..

My nephew started his first day of school today. Nursery… Damn kid! I knew he gonna be like that. Well… Non of my business. That kid isn’t mine. LOL!

Will upload some photos up tmr or smthg. =)

Concert is over.

Thank god that  I managed to catch up on my sleep on the saturday. I feel better. =)

Am very glad now cause I have more time for myself  to catch up on school work.

But am just so screwed. Workload is disgustingly a lot. Many many tests, assignments and projects. Fork all fork all.. But still, I have to complete them…

V sorry. I am really busy, v hectic. I feel guilty for not making it for the gatherings and meet-ups. I hope all of you understand.

And  I am v sorry for the procrastination over the past few weeks for responding to a mail late and dropping my parts not early than the actual deadline.

Each day is passing so quickly, so scary…  24 hours a day isn’t enough.

Whole week of hell this week.

Rehearsal from monday to thursday and the concert is on friday.

Infosect written test  on this thursday.

I’ve yet to work on the codings for eaipj.

My playing sucks big time.

Oh no oh no oh no……….

Stressed and depressed…

I have lots of work, it piles up and it seems that there is a no end to it.

Am trying my best to prioritize. My very best but I have lotsa more commitments than you all do.

I hope to better, way way better… I meet datelines but I never complete them way early than the dateline stated.

School is my top priority of course but I am ngelecting my band. And there is only 5 more days to concert. I don’t play as well cos I dun practice much. I still have to do my best anyway.  I hope I can.

Apologies to all of my friends. I have ngelected most of you. I hope I could squeeze some time. Please please do not think that I forget bout ya, I am just busy.

I want the trip to malacca. To hongkong too. I just wish my days aren’t hectic. Sigh…

Family… I am just sick of all of you. Whatever I do, it is always wrong. What I want, you guys din even bother to discuss and just resort straight to the word, “No”….

Fucked life.

In need of motivation, lotsa patience, confidence and luck.

*shrugged*

 

Howdy everyone!

Me splurged idk how much again this week. I am gonna insane, v broke.

Been told countless times to curb on my expenses. Told to save up as much as I could, cut down on food intake and etc. But there’s this tiny temptation in me, telling me to get some of those, that one and whatever that makes me feel happy when I purchased it.

Sounds like a shopaholic huh? Gawd! Not again.

But I feel the joy after it. I felt like a small lil girl, feeling soooo over-the-moon after getting that cute lil toy that mama got it for me. Idk whats wrong with me… *shrugged*

The last entry I blogged about what I got the last week right, that wasn’t entirely complete, I missed out a few though. Hmm.. Let me recapped what I spent on this week…

I got myself that navy blue bag that I was eyeing for since the last month, a cute lil headband with a ribbon on, an eco-friendly bag,  a pair of those huge earrings I always love and I can’t remember the rest. I stocked up some chips and biscuits at home and I have marks and spencers’ biscuits too… HOHO! Hmm.. I spent more than the allowance I got this week. Sigh…

What about this coming week? I gonna spend more I guess. On that ticket, gifts and probably more stuff. 

I noticed, I noticed that I watched a movie each week ever since the school term started last month. 1st week – Darah, idk its on the 2nd/3rd week – My Sister’s Keeper, 4th – My Girlfriend is an Agent, 5th – 2012. And and and this coming weekend I gonna catch Christmas Carol?? Idk, maybe.. Movie marathon? I guess so. More money to be spent. Tsk..

I am feeling better over the flu and migraine. No worries. =) Started taking vitamins again. Mum pestered cos I am like falling sick each week. Its always flu and migraine. IDK why… Low immunity. 

Hope this coming week is a good one.  =)

Me spent a lot…

First on this Korean movie, My Girlfriend is an Agent. V hillarious!

Second was on the Rebirth SS501 Mini Album. Eunice wasn’t being her normal self when she first saw that album behind the payment counter for your info. HAHAHA!

Third was on a novel by Emily Griffin, Love The One You’re With.

Idk why Im spending onall  these while the stuff on my prioritise list is to get a bag. Tsktsk…

This week isn’t as hectic like last day. Thank god! Me love..

Rainy monday..

Me dslike. Cause its effing cold and my flats got drenched. That same pair of flats… Idk.. That pair always got drenched from the rain whenever I wore it.

School was okay.

Band practice was a lil boring.

Bumped into Weepeng at YCK train station after practice. Good to see her actually cause we haven’t been seeing each other for like a year? Somewhere there… GAWD! I miss her seriously. Meet up soon ok~!

My days been exceptionally hectic. Datelines are a crazy shit. Me ended up having migraines and the number of hours I sleep everyday depleted like a lot.

My life revolves with school. Friends noticed and what they could offered me to calm myself was, GET A LIFE! WTF… How can I get one when everything isn’t complete. I don’t wanna get lousy grades…

Felt really bad. Really bad cause I turned down many friends, asking me out to catch up. V SORRY!

Lets get to the positive side of life… Here are some pictures to cheer things up. To the National Meseum for NE fieldtrip!!

Not gonna upload every single pictures in here.. LAZY! lol