IPP has ended, now its FYP. This wk is the  3rd week.

DAMN SICKENING I TELL YOU! COS FYP STARTS FROM 830AM TILL 6PM. AND U LIVE UR DAYS IN FYP’S EVERY OWN FISH TANKS. LOL. WAS REFERING TO THE LAB BTW..

Kangqi and Amanda left for beijing and suzhou yesterday for their fyp. Yesterday’s lunch was pathetic. There’s only 4 of us; me, Eunice, Kaixin and Weiloung. No more Kangqi and Amanda. And and Cheryl joined us…

Last week was really gd. Out the whole week.

Mon – DAMN audition.
Tues – Dinner at seoul garden with NYPSO’s malay peeps.
Wed – Wasn’t well after napfa training but I tink i still went out with my sis.
Thurs – Dinner at swensens with class clique for kanqi’s and amanda’s farewell
Fri – Gathering at minds cafe, boat quay with sec sch malay class peeps (this one was damn shiok! whl class was there except for yaty)
Sat – Sectionals in the mrng then out with family for mum’s bday
Sun – Went for Yaty’s bro’s wedding then Dani’s bday party ( Dani is my eldest nephew btw)

This week not gonna go out anymore. Mum’s been nagging and am really exhausted plus next week, I have the IBM certification course training. Gonna miss FYP for 4 days? DEAD.. I dunno how i gonna complete my proj thn..

What should i get for my bro? His bday is on tis thur….. hmmmm 

Hoho! My sup is back. And she’s gonna be here, with me till next week. wheee!

I am no longer alone now. =)

My LO called just now. Shocked. Its not the last week of tis internship yet, well there’s 2 and a half weeks more to the end. He’s just passing the message that the school’s director has issued tis policy tt all students doing their attachment in healthcare or health institutions to be pulled back to their main office or to school asap. Swine flu… I din know things get really serious now.

Yea.. Im affected, im having my internship at MOH yea, though its not like Im working in a hospital but still I’ve to walk pass SGH to reach MOH everyday. Risk is somewhat there. Almost everyone put on a mask in SGH when I dun put on at all.  

A fren of mine laughed her ass out when she noticed I had a hand sanitizer with me in band last nite. Just a precaution yea…  

Work sucks. So much to do..

I hate noise.

I hate ppl talking v loudly thinking they own the place.

I can’t concentrate when its noisy.

I get multiple headaches.

My ears hurts, my head hurts too and that tiny gal sitting in my room with her colleague trying to debug some errors they encountered talking soooo loudly over the phone, yelling and cursing. WTF!

So tiny but speaks sooo loud. SO not civilized.

And she’s from IT too, software development, govt business, just like me. But I think they’re from the NCS team. And she’s dealing with database stuff. omg!

There she goes again…. -.-

Im good ppl…

Am alone in office, went lunch on my own too. But was rather panic in the morning when I can’t even run the db application, can’t get connected to the  server and all. Server’s down, wasn’t my fault. Thought it was my mistake or smthg, and i cursed and sweared why must everything goes wrong on the first day Im on my own at MOH. But neah… Its just the server was down. Now its perfect.

Weekends were good. Went malacca on friday, a day tour shopping with E-Venitions. I din know Syah Ibrahim was one of the guides with us. Tired, cos its a lil rush, bus left at 6am and I reached SG at 11 plus at night? But fun, shopped a lot. hahaha! Idk why my dad wasn’t reluctant to stop me from buying this and that. And good thing i tagged along. At least I get to unwind and not feeling as stressed like last week. 

There’s freshmen’s welcome tea for band on last sat. Not many turned for my section, only 6 out of 20 who signed up came. 2 had no clarinet background, the rest ermm ok ok only. Quite dissapointed actually…

Fatigue! Haven had enough sleep since last week ok. And since last mon i got home only after 10 plus in the night. Next day I have work, weekend for band or family gathering. Boo! I really need lotsa lotsa sleep………………

 

I am not happy with many things….

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real suck.!

Heard of the swine flu? 

Im scared… Scared of being infected. Scared if I need to be quarantined at home. Really scared.. Idk.

Perhaps most the staff at SGH are wearing masks wherever they go now makes me freaked out somehow, and I’ll bump into them quite frequently like otw to work since my office is like the opposite of SGH block 5. And today is really overwhelming.. There’s a counter for thermal scanners at every block of the hospital now and its front-line staff to don masks and gowns, just make me sooo scared. I felt like this swine flu has alr hits SG. All healthcare staff are on guard that kind. 

The MOH users here are having lotsa meetings, briefings and all bout tis swine flu. Looks like they gonna have more work now. And yup. Im actually doing tis swine flu project. Yea part of it, but i just have to help to build up the interface for the swine flu record statistics and database. More codings.. -.- So gonna die………………

Next week is hell.! I’ll have to start coding, and am gonna be station here alone. ALONE! My sup returning to office for another project and for tis swine flu stats too while am here doing the same old shit and the interface.  -.-

Hate, really hate being alone…

 

I feel better today. Cos she’s at main office instead.

Sometimes I find that she’s the sup here, while me and my sup are her interns. She dun talk, she’s always in her own world BUT she eavedrops wadever my sup talks to me. And she always look into my pc, read wadever I typed in msn. Wtf la! I dun even look at ur screen, and sometimes u watch videos or play games when u’re not supposed to,  cos its like sooo obvious tt u have nthg to do when u plugged in a earpiece. Even if I msn, facebook or  wadever, my sup doesn’t care, as long as i dun watch any videos or smthg.

Din really chat with my sup like we would always do last time, cos she eavedrops… And I cant even msn my sup cos she’ll be reading my convos. So for the past few days, it was fucking quiet and boring. I do my own work, my sup does her work. But sometimes if really things get pretty BORING, we’ll msn, but refrain ourselves not to talk bout her in the convo. COS SHE READS WAEVER I TYPED IN MSN! Fuck!

I think she saw smthg tt i bitched abt her in the convo with my sup. See, see lor. I dun care! I just dun like u at all. And Im always doing all the shit stuff for u. Right from the beginning of tis internship, I’ve been picked to work at the site, MOH for my case, cos my OIC asked her if she’s comfortable working at MOH and SHE SAID NO. I had no say, and I had no choice to go over since one of us have to be there. And also these, she doesn’t know SQL, ASP.Net, she only knows Java but doesn’t like any codings stuff. Soooooo I have to do it. -.-

She doesn’t have the initiative to learn new things too. She would always says tt she doesn’t know cos she wasn’t taught in sch, but I am too.. Im not taught some things they asked u to do wad. Since she’s not willing to learn, I have to do it, doing everything tt she doesn’t want. Bleah!

Mad mad mad… I am not looking forward to next week.

Idk why it must always be me…

Right from the first day, I’ve been picked to go over to the site.

Im doing all the shit stuff over here too.

And again she has plans to let me stay here alone, doing all the data loading. WTF! Im only an intern mind you. If really really, i gonna be station here alone, I’ll definitely gonna let my LO know.

So why me, and not her?

 

I dun like you at all..

She looks really decent, v quiet and talking to her is really difficult. Normally I’ll asked a question, she will reply, then keept quiet after that. It is as if the conversation only involves me on the asking part and it always stop after my question. We’re not close, and wadever I asked is always v general, like how’s ur day? Do u like the work here? Maybe school stuff or smthg. V limited topics okay.. And she has tis weird expression whenever I talked to her like hmm… Like I talked too much and she wants me to shut up right away tt kind of feel. -.- So ironic la… She always complained tt she’s bored, wants me to chat with her but why still give tt bloody look? Kns..

Am stuck with her here for the whl of  tis week. hrmph.. I would rather prefer she’s at main office, and me alone here at MOH.

Work in MOH is freedom. Cos there’s no eyes around, u know the managers, the boss and all. So we wouldn’t have to wear those formal office wear, just probably smart casual, and coming a lil late like 5-10 mins isn’t a problem at all too. You’re free to surf the web and all. And the person whom I have to report to is the happy-go-lucky type. She wouldn’t take note the exact time u reach office, we’ll go lunch for an hour plus or maybe 2 hours. But still… As an intern, you shouldn’t go overboard right. Like coming half an hour late. And I have to come a lil early today cos worry if she comes early today (normally we’ll meet up in the mrng and go to work tgt tis wk) then no one is there to open the door since she doesn’t have the access card to enter the office. Its only the 3rd day tt she’s here, but she acted like she’s been here way long than me. -.-

You thought Im like you, who comes late for work, taking things so easy at work. Slack everyday, yea I do cos i dun have work like the first few weeks of tis attachment. But now, workload is exceptionally a trillion times more. I dun slack around, like always chat on msn or facebook while im doing my work like you.! I just wanna get it done asap, then if let say there’s really nothing else for me to do, I take a break, msn or facebook.

 

 

MAd mad mad..

AM already partial insane, and I think anytime I shall be fully, 100% mad.

Workload is fucking a lot, and  I worked OT till 9 plus last night btw. But still there’s lots lots more to finish and deadline is end of tis week. Hoo wth! and today and tmr gotta leave a lil early for club crawl performance. (its nyp’s cca open hse btw)

Dun feel like gng for club crawl performance, dun feel like gng for band after that. I just wanna go home and sleep……….. Havent had enough sleep lately. And Im always feeling lethargic everyday. Frequent stomach aches. Boo!