I am gonna stay away from you. Yes I will. Cause I dun wanna hurt myself anymore. Well done for what you did. 
 
 
It’s better left unsaid.

School started very well last week, despite feeling really fatigue for not being used to the school life.
This week was okay, yea for just these two days.
Splitting headaches almost every day, think it’s migraine.. Oh damn!
But it was good meeting most friends in school, catched up a lot.
But the damn thing was that I did the stupidest thing [...]

It will be better if I just mind my own stuff and shouldn’t bother to even help or become the peacemaker.
The most that I can do is just listen.
Not more than that.
I don’t wish to dissapoint myself again.
Never.

Holiday is ending very school and the thought of school reopens freaks me out. Really really, no kidding at all. I hope I can manage well. You should know what I mean… I decided to stay on until december this year anyway and then off I go…
It is very undecisive of me… At first I [...]

I am sorry if I looked rather pissed or didn’t put on smile the first time I talked to you. I was pissed with something else and yet I have to move a seat down while I was still setting up my clarinet.
But I am glad you have positive impression on me at the end of day. HAHAHA!! [...]

Great!
Exam’s over and  I was suprised by the percentage i got. LOL
I am motivated now which is a good thing. At least I dun drag myself for band anymore…
Life’s good! =)

Please slow down…
I’ve yet to consider.
It is happening too fast, gawd! I don’t know what to do and how to react.
Why is everything has to take place all at one shot?
Give me a break please…

Reason is found.
 Glad for that choice i made even though it hurts so bad.
It is clear-cut now…
Let it be the sweetiest memory I could ever think of.
Goodbye…

Get this straight! You were the one who wants to have two. You uttered lotsa crap that it gonna be a good decision, well you said it was for convenience’s sake. You mentioned that it will be easier to handle two at the same time, cos they could grow up together, go to school together and a good [...]

The past seems better.
Moving on that I decided.
 But it seems difficult.