Rainy monday..

Me dslike. Cause its effing cold and my flats got drenched. That same pair of flats… Idk.. That pair always got drenched from the rain whenever I wore it.

School was okay.

Band practice was a lil boring.

Bumped into Weepeng at YCK train station after practice. Good to see her actually cause we haven’t been seeing each other for like a year? Somewhere there… GAWD! I miss her seriously. Meet up soon ok~!

My days been exceptionally hectic. Datelines are a crazy shit. Me ended up having migraines and the number of hours I sleep everyday depleted like a lot.

I talked a lot about school recently. Friends noticed that and what they offered me to calm myself was, GET A LIFE! WTF… How can I get one when everything isn’t complete. I don’t wanna get lousy grades…

Felt really bad. Really bad cause I turned down many friends asking me out to chill and have fun. V SORRY!

Lets get to the positive side of life… Here are some pictures to cheer things up. To the National Meseum for NE fieldtrip!!

Not gonna upload every single pictures in here.. LAZY! lol

My days had been good, met up a couple of people who I haven’t been talking to for a very long time. Yea, I miss them a lot..

I don’t call it a curse to mix with people like them. Well.. Some of my friends think that, hmm I shall just quote it, ”Hey Hasz! Why are you always stuck with that kind of people?”

I don’t know if they were insulting me or those friend, but it doesn’t really matter to me. It is called fate. I met them, and we became friends and then I am able to accept that flaws they have and be open about it.

I am not saying that I am also one of them. No no no… Im straight for gawd sake.

A friend of mine thought it was really cool of me to have such friends cause she never has friends that them before.

Some or almost all think that they are such disgusting creatures.

But to me, they are very nice people.  

Please keep in touch…

I am gonna stay away from you. Yes I will. Cause I dun wanna hurt myself anymore. Well done for what you did. 

 

 

It’s better left unsaid.

School started very well last week, despite feeling really fatigue for not being used to the school life.

This week was okay, yea for just these two days.

Splitting headaches almost every day, think it’s migraine.. Oh damn!

But it was good meeting most friends in school, catched up a lot.

But the damn thing was that I did the stupidest thing today.

Urgh! That late reply. shIT!

It will be better if I just mind my own stuff and shouldn’t bother to even help or become the peacemaker.

The most that I can do is just listen.

Not more than that.

I don’t wish to dissapoint myself again.

Never.

Holiday is ending very school and the thought of school reopens freaks me out. Really really, no kidding at all. I hope I can manage well. You should know what I mean… I decided to stay on until december this year anyway and then off I go…

It is very undecisive of me… At first I didn’t want to and then now I’ve decided to stay on. It just picks up really well despite the laziness I felt the few weeks before I came back for it. It feels great to be back, the passion is somewhat there and I am always keen in meeting new friends. But I have changed, yup somewhat… Cos I mix with the people of my race. It is weird huh??? And there is actually someone who is not happy. Cos I made new friends and then I ignored the old friends I have so far. I don’t get what that someone mean, idk if you are really bias or you just hate that fact. Well… You changed really a lot too and I don’t like the way you are now btw. I think it is ridiculous to act that way and I am sure there’s a lot more out there who have the same opinion as me, “You suck!”.

People change…

I am sorry if I looked rather pissed or didn’t put on smile the first time I talked to you. I was pissed with something else and yet I have to move a seat down while I was still setting up my clarinet.

But I am glad you have positive impression on me at the end of day. HAHAHA!! Thanks for the compliments…

I was pissed with the commuters at bus 159. I said excused me, and non even bother to move and I had no choice to squeeze in between you people cos it was really really packed and my clarinet case hit onto some of you. Whats wrong with you people?  Can you just move a lil or were you deaf? So after that, I tapped my card and then the door was shut, i pressed the bell a couple of times but the bus captain still drove the bus. I alighted the next stop instead. WTF! MAN!! It took me 10 mins to walk to the stop I supposed to alight. Tsk..

Great!

Exam’s over and  I was suprised by the percentage i got. LOL

I am motivated now which is a good thing. At least I dun drag myself for band anymore…

Life’s good! =)